Blood stains remind me of the pain
Drugs remind me of the wrong lanes
Aren’t they insane..
Terror remind me of the fear
Losing loved ones remind me of the despair
Aren’t these difficult to bear..
Long waits remind me of the disgust
Parents remind me of the trust
Sex remind me of the lust
Aren’t these a must..
Wars remind me of the fury
Soldiers remind me of the duty
Isn’t their responsibility a beauty..
Call from x remind me of surprise
X remind me of his eyes
Wasn’t he nice and why is he not mine..
Everything which ought to come comes on time
Only that we mustn’t be lost into memories and always be fine..
Today i realized how wrong i used to think about writing.. be it anything say poem or story, two liners, jams and what not. I thought it was to be done when a person just had nothing to spend time on but today when i failed to clear an interview i realized that writing left abandoned by me some months ago had vaguely portrayed me today. The picture would have been clear if that writing habit would be looked after with care.
The basic idea is that if one is literally aiming at displaying the best of you wherever you go then one must apart from only communication skills should start writing something on a daily basis like what i am starting from now. Like it is said practice makes man perfect writing regularly surely boost your intellect and way you present yourself.
The problem faced is… we lack confidence what if i go wrong..!!?? But how does it matter you must be proud that someone is enjoying because of you. These small mistakes you realize and because you were laughed on are certainly corrected.
One thing that someone suggested me is that if one want to have good communication then you must think in the language you want to improve in, like thinking cannot be done without talking to someone within you so talk in the language you want to improve, words will come out fluently. The language you think in will automatically fall from your mouth. And another important thing is you pretend to be confident even if you don’t feel like because at a long run this pretending becomes your habit and then you are a changed man.
I am taking the best out of what I have achieved and got in life. I have decided that regrets will be far beyond the horizons with whatever I end up with. Everything could have been even better which urge me to wish…., wish to start again.
Why many of us can’t understand the importance of something we do when we are actually working on it? Why many of us later regret on the time we wasted. It is always better to stop thinking about this and start acting towards what we have in our hands. But still that desire remains….. if I would have taken the first correct step. There are people who are focussed, determined and crack every step by working hard for it.. But people like me, give up! It is hard to rewind back and grab the mistake we did but it is harder to come back into motion and suppress the wrong decision and even to believe that we went to some area which led us to failure.
If you know that you have taken birth to do something valuable on the earth for yourself and your loved ones then it is you who will work hard even after the failure. You cannot succumb to the injuries because you know what went wrong and you have that desire to rise up again.
The wish…. the desire to start again…. not the life but the way you see your life.. You are not just a being who only roam on this planet helplessly with nothing to do rather you are a human who know your aim and have a wish to do something for yourself. So it’s you who have to plan, work and reach to the best you can….